Emotional Wreck

When you begin to cry, they say that’s the beginning of your “healing process”. These tears no longer feel like tears of comfort, but as they stream down your face they sting like the pain you feel. This long going case of insomnia allows you to vision yourself in her place… “We were happy and madly in love”. His friends say “hey”, while he shoots a look of resentment your way. You try hard to compose yourself, but the tears are building rapidly, into a flood that needs to be released. You thought you were strong, but as soon as you’re home alone the tears become an involuntary reaction to the emotions that you kept bottled. Visions of his new love make you feel less than nothing. Where do you go from there? The one you loved, has found someone else to love, to laugh with, to care for. You have your options, but you're not ready to move on. You're not ready to give up immediately, you're not ready to find someone else. You want him, you need him, but he left. He left a wounded heart, he left you loveless feeling like there was nothing else to live for. Where do you go from there?